before school starts.
Friday, August 8, 2008 by yish
a daily dose of moonlight resonance really get me on the emotional high. it makes my blood boil when the bad guys argue their way through. it's like 'urgghhhhh..' but it does make me high feeling so angry. haha.
ahhhh. back to sawing my tool. havent done that a long time. and i think all these is making me a very emotional-less person; not that i dislike that. i want to be like tonyleung, totally emotional-less, how cool is that. (i heard he talks to mirrors as a child. woo. maybe i shall try that too.) there are people around me who can bring emotional-less to a really high level. i admire them!! not that i think it is good to not feel, but many a times i feel that what's affecting me should not affect the people around me. it's my problem then i should not trouble others right. a japanese way of thinking. and i truly admire the japanese for this. of course there are ppl who 走火入魔 and go round killing people, but ya. haha. hey. i shd make this into a film la. a person who shows no emotional at all but inside is full of emotions. omg. i can think of so many reasons why one should keep all his emotional to himself. this is such a good film idea la. haha. woahhhh.
oh ya. and u know how it's funny when u see people who around who are so similar to how when u are younger. it's so.. funnily strange. it's like seeing yourself all over again on another person. sometimes i do feel sad for people who are so like my past, come on grow up man. i WAS like this, not i AM like this. u are out-dated. ou-biang!! haha.
oh man. this is such an emo-ing post. hai.
oh. and i just realise eason sang 愛拼才會贏 in one of his earlier concerts. haha.
was watching ep8 when i suddenly remember this thing that i wanted to blog long ago but kept forgetting. my point is:
i think there are people who make good leaders. and others who just suck at it. and it makes my blood boil seeing bad leaders leading. but who truly knows what am i thinking and feeling. haha. i am the master of disguise.
but the thing is. i am a strong believer that there are good leaders and on the other side of the bell curve, there are really bad leaders too. have met so many good leaders in my life, but slowly i am starting to see bad leaders too. i guess i am lucky and have not met many in my early part of my life. i believe a good leader must have certain quality to make them so. it may not be nice to say this, but i strongly believe there are people whose character will make them better sidekicks, and may even shine better as a sidekick. people say that as u age u become wiser, but this is not abt whether they are wise. they can be a wise sidekick but never a good leader.
ah. it is so good to get this off my shoulders. of course we may be a little too early to judge since we are all going to grow. but i guess once we start to work, many will start to mature and might become a good leader. till now, many of us are still bad leaders, who many a times just lack the ability to think ahead.
i have met a person who can think so well ahead. most probably because of what this person does for his/her spare time. this is good. but this person can get a little too worked up and emotional and thus need more to be a leader. i guess what many of us have to learn is to know how to think ahead, be firm and to understand team dynamics and of course an ability to keep your cools.
and this post is dedicated to so many people out there whom i have met. i must admit a large portion of us are not born to lead. sharpen your saw. grow with each experience!!
listening to mayday's hokkien songs make me want to learn hokkien too. a friend said sth recently very true 'have u ever heard a really bad word in mandarin? not dialect leh. pure mandarin. got what bad word?' true hor. i have not tot of this before. now i know i need to learn hokkien so that i can use all my might to curse them when i am angry. now i only know how to tmd and this is not enough.
ahhhh. back to sawing my tool. havent done that a long time. and i think all these is making me a very emotional-less person; not that i dislike that. i want to be like tonyleung, totally emotional-less, how cool is that. (i heard he talks to mirrors as a child. woo. maybe i shall try that too.) there are people around me who can bring emotional-less to a really high level. i admire them!! not that i think it is good to not feel, but many a times i feel that what's affecting me should not affect the people around me. it's my problem then i should not trouble others right. a japanese way of thinking. and i truly admire the japanese for this. of course there are ppl who 走火入魔 and go round killing people, but ya. haha. hey. i shd make this into a film la. a person who shows no emotional at all but inside is full of emotions. omg. i can think of so many reasons why one should keep all his emotional to himself. this is such a good film idea la. haha. woahhhh.
oh ya. and u know how it's funny when u see people who around who are so similar to how when u are younger. it's so.. funnily strange. it's like seeing yourself all over again on another person. sometimes i do feel sad for people who are so like my past, come on grow up man. i WAS like this, not i AM like this. u are out-dated. ou-biang!! haha.
oh man. this is such an emo-ing post. hai.
oh. and i just realise eason sang 愛拼才會贏 in one of his earlier concerts. haha.
was watching ep8 when i suddenly remember this thing that i wanted to blog long ago but kept forgetting. my point is:
i think there are people who make good leaders. and others who just suck at it. and it makes my blood boil seeing bad leaders leading. but who truly knows what am i thinking and feeling. haha. i am the master of disguise.
but the thing is. i am a strong believer that there are good leaders and on the other side of the bell curve, there are really bad leaders too. have met so many good leaders in my life, but slowly i am starting to see bad leaders too. i guess i am lucky and have not met many in my early part of my life. i believe a good leader must have certain quality to make them so. it may not be nice to say this, but i strongly believe there are people whose character will make them better sidekicks, and may even shine better as a sidekick. people say that as u age u become wiser, but this is not abt whether they are wise. they can be a wise sidekick but never a good leader.
ah. it is so good to get this off my shoulders. of course we may be a little too early to judge since we are all going to grow. but i guess once we start to work, many will start to mature and might become a good leader. till now, many of us are still bad leaders, who many a times just lack the ability to think ahead.
i have met a person who can think so well ahead. most probably because of what this person does for his/her spare time. this is good. but this person can get a little too worked up and emotional and thus need more to be a leader. i guess what many of us have to learn is to know how to think ahead, be firm and to understand team dynamics and of course an ability to keep your cools.
and this post is dedicated to so many people out there whom i have met. i must admit a large portion of us are not born to lead. sharpen your saw. grow with each experience!!
listening to mayday's hokkien songs make me want to learn hokkien too. a friend said sth recently very true 'have u ever heard a really bad word in mandarin? not dialect leh. pure mandarin. got what bad word?' true hor. i have not tot of this before. now i know i need to learn hokkien so that i can use all my might to curse them when i am angry. now i only know how to tmd and this is not enough.