once again. i have seek alternative once again because i am sick of blogger AGAIN. haha. this time because it just refuses to load properly on my browser(s). and secondly yes i love blogger's flexibility but i guess for now im hoping for sth that helps me format properly without myself coding.

http://oucie.wordpress.com/

yes wordpress. wanted to move there long ago but it just refuses to import this blog over. and i will definitely miss this blog. but it's fine now. and so see you there. and till the next time i get sick of wordpress again haha i might be back.

after 4sems of good luck working with good (at least they are nice) project group mates, finally my luck ran out. okay maybe im judging too early, but the first impression isnt too good. im the only one taking that module so had to find others to form groups.

at first i approached this other guy and formed this 3men[3 strangers] group but somehow the guy wanted to find one more member [it was a 3 or 4 men project group] and so ended up knowing this 5men group which had 1 more person. and though they are like grown men, they are so clingy. have worked with clingy girls before, though not wonderful group mates, i sort of liked them in the end. but clingy guys, yucks. grow up can.

so the 5 of them, afraid to break themselves into groups wanted to break into 2 and 3 men groups and asked us to break into 1 person and 2 person groups to join theirs to get 4men team each. so very very sway-ly, was the 1person group and had to join the 3 clingy men group [and they are so mcp].

the thing is they still think they are oh so cool. esp one that looked a hell lot like nicholas lee [woo under one roof]. u know like how in sec schools, bullies often like to hang out in groups because they feel so insecure alone, yes, the 3 clingy guys are like this. ahhhh. help me.

im hoping they will become better after we communicate. and now the 3 clingy guys want to work in a 8men team. i mean hello. if u have been in a cca u will know how it is difficult to gather a bunch of uni students, let alone 8? crazy. i dont know la. they are just so insecure. i hope they will accept my ideas and not appear so mcp.

and the suai thing is. the better guy in that clingy 5guys gang is in the other 4person group with the 2 new group mates.im with the 3 clingy guys. how how how. i am so dreading this sem. i dont know. the project constitute 50% of the grade, i am so making sure i get full marks for my final exam.

now i know why am i always so tired. because when i am in sch i will only do school stuff and everything else have to wait till i get home. this ifg thing that studios thing, everything push till i get home. which isnt too early too. and i end up starting to do at 11pm and sleeping at 2am everyday. and it doesnt help when that is a thing called youtube around.

am listening to smap. you know it's how special that no matter what song they sing, they can always make their live performance so LIVE. hahahaha. [sonomama and la la la love song]. you will never never suspect they are lip-syncing and that they are better hosting/acting/cooking/doing anything than singing. hahahahaha.

was in clementi bookstore, and i realise they have other interest other than bitching about noob undergrads. which is that they(at least one) too watch EU. because in today's mypaper there wad an article on the laughing-gor movie and what made me turn around was that one of them started by saying, 'hey LAUGHING GOR 之变節' in cantonese and after getting no respond from the rest, she starting saying 'aiyah 學警狙擊 ah.very nice leh.' hai clementi bookstore.

Leo loves mayday who loves mr children. we love them all. mayday concert coming and i still do not have money. haha. but they promised to sing till 12. damn so wasted if i dont go.

when i listen to songs im those who will keep listening to a certain few over and over again till im sick then i'll move on to the nxt new bunch of even newer songs. like how my dad will keep eating this certain food intensely and once he is sick, he gets addicted to another. currently it is kiwi. and i hate kiwi. hahahaa.

have stopped listening to mr children for a while because i was too sick of them after listening to them intensely for a few months. and accidentally listening to tomorrow never knows this afternoon, i realise how addictive it still is.

and of course tabidachi no uta which started my listening to them. the live version is a song which u will crave for when u feel damn sian.

and watching circus action only make me start to listening to mayday again. i listened to them when i was like sec3 like that. and got sick of them. but leo just makes u realise that they still have good music and just that we overlook them.



約翰藍儂 [john lennon] and also 嘿　我要走了 plus the one above, 3 found good songs from them. of course with their classic 擁抱 and 純真 and 志明與春嬌.

and if u ask me what genre of music i like, it is this rock la. alternative rock. soft rock. pop rock. not the boom boom boom rocker type of rock.

attended the first fuzzy lecture. though i was an hour late, BUT i just realise how much i like fuzzy. i thought i will like fuzzy. no. actually i like fuzzy a lot a lot. haha. yay. yes. finally enduring 2 sems im-still-okay-but-i-do-not-really-like modules, finally one that sounds academic (as opposed to postwar japanese film and animation) and i still love it.

looking forward to electronic gaming lecture nxt week which i think will be another play play play and see who can get an A kind of module. a lecture on psp and ds and xbox? haha. it feels kind of weird.

engin prof is as expected, all about ethics. was quite worried about 2001 at first because there is the analog hardware component PLUS the digital hardware component PLUS coding. which is practically what we learnt from 3 whole modules. but at least we are starting to create something. and while receiving the tool box today a friend was commenting 'yes. finally i feel like an engineer.' yes i think so too.

and of course the 7hours a week chiong a JLPT4.5 in 3 months japanese1. i feel lazy. and classroom japanese is really kind of boring. i miss japanese podo ichi-maru-ichi.

hai. will be in sch tmr again. when is sat going to come? im missing weekends already.

in case you didnt know, i have a great fear for sunday nights or anything that reminds me that fun is going to be over. while i adore fridays(that is why i have that 'is it friday' ap on my desktop). and today happens to be those days that i detest. urgh. why why why.

not that i am not looking forward to school. in fact i am. because at least i feel like i have an aim in life during sem time and strangely become a little more efficient and procrastinate a little lesser.

and this has to be the sem which i have the best time table. no 8AMs. no 5-hour breaks and no 10-hour days. i still do not have a free day. but at least the lessons are spread out in this comfortable manner and provides enough free time in case i have project meetings or studios stuff.

was looking at the ivle page for laj1201. week3 hiragana quiz and week4 katakana quiz. siao. haha. thank goodness i know my hiraganas. but katakana.. hai. 習字here i come.

i dont know why but i am behaving more and more like a kancheong spider. why ah. for a good half of my life i have been living with no plan in life and does not feel stressed over anything. why. ue. damn sian.

just pasted these 4 pieces of A3 paper on my wall. of course to write down stuff on emcc and studios and school stuff that have been clotting my brain. and of course a list of things that i want to do:

learn softball
learn jazz drums
buy the long overdue ipod touch
buy dslr
finish the script
get tuition
ifg

some of which i have been talking about since the beginning of time. and also some new ones (yay like learn softball which i think is not too probable).

been watching red nose teacher. nice. it has to be the best this season. but the ratings are just so so. everyone is still watching the nhk ping ping piang piang period drama. watch if u are bored, ditch the buzzer beat la. it has a nice theme song only.

i guess this is what they mean by good things come together. i have 3 modules approved of my mapping. yay. 2 more to go. one to send to SoC for approval and the other, im eye-ing commercial photography. which then adds on to my already full list of uem modules. i hope they will let me do it as an arts gem. maybe.

finishing this sem i will be left with only arts gem and ss. ss somehow already settled for spore film and arts gem i guess most probably intro to film art if i cant map anything nxt sem. so year4sem1 a film sem.

and tmr finally a free day for me if im not going down for year3 talk. so yesh. a chance to just pack up my room (again) and to just tie up the loose ends. woo.

a surprise from menghui just now at choices shoot, he too took that module before. which makes him like the 4th person in studios that i know who have taken the module before. it's funny how so many of them have taken it (and even more for gek2020) and i dont even know. bo jio. but yes. finally. finally.

all along i have grumbling about sde friend has taken it, why havent i. it's really irritating to see him talk about taking modules that i want to take but have not taken yet. and hai i really hope to have him as a talent if i ever going to (finish) and film my script. but his face also a bit old. okay change. haha.

can sleep late. can wake late. can watch burning flames 3 till the morning. yay.

ohh and i ate pontian wanton mee this morning. which makes my mood even better.

爲了可愛的馬鈴薯們
這篇的youtube video就放在最下面啦

好累好累好累好累
累到我嘴都開不了
我的laptop一向來都是插speakers的
但今天我好想讓音樂淹沒我
換成了plug in
把音量調得好高

因爲我真的累了

還有少于7小時就得起身
在這7小時
我需要bid
需要blog
需要睡
需要充電
需調試我的心情

EMCC的事就告一段落
明天還有shoot

好想告訴desmond我好喜歡他們的nightfall
好怪
恥ずかしい

也太久沒用華語寫部落格
真的很忙
忙到我做了很不好的事
我把上頭給我的壓力出在下面的人
上頭催我催得更緊
完全違背了我自己
壓力啊壓力
我對不起你們
我一向嘲笑庸軍
我自己卻也犯了錯

而我也遇到了對手
投訴我不回簡訊的你們
原來我不是最遭的
相信我
我害怕的是承諾
不能保證的承諾
所以很抗拒回簡訊
就包容我嘛
我也會原諒那些人的

一個我從來不告訴別人的事
就是啊
以前的我不忙
但我有個很忙的朋友
我羡慕她的忙
忙讓人覺得她有好多事做
好多朋友
好有人緣
好充實
漸漸的
我讓我自己變得忙
忙得透不過氣
就開心
因爲我覺得自己好有用
但現在的我
太忙
忙得我都不知道爲什麽那麽忙
變得我家人見我的時間也沒了
我到底在追求什麽

itunes播的是lilac saints的nightfall
很喜歡這首歌
也讓我想到CASHLESS
對嘛
我們都在盲目的追求什麽

我找到也去臺灣的朋友了
新朋友
至少我不會死在他鄉吧
臺灣我來了
還有半年
好期盼


我是個déjà vu超強的人
我不單感覺一個情境熟悉
我連下一個動作
下一句話
都能說出來
通常夢到的好不可思議的事
都能實現
但déjà vu一向來都被科學推翻
漸漸的我好像也失去了這能力

相反的
我想象的東西就一定不會實現
奇怪的是
前陣子我想象的一樣東西
竟然會實現
也是很不可思議的一件事
感覺就像我中了頭獎一樣
我想啊想啊
但心裏知道不可能發生的事
竟然給我想到放生了

天啊

我自己都嚇了一跳
這就叫漸漸能控制自己的命運嗎？
哈哈哈哈
那我得快點想我進dean's list吧

那這篇
就獻給那些默默讀我部落格
又有好好聽華文科的你們
馬鈴薯們
對不起啦


if u watch circus action, u will know this week there is this part which they censored out. the whole part is already on leo's wretch. edited well and everything. watch it here. but dont say i never warn you. there is a reason why it is censored. hahahaha.