tranfusion.

seriously i can only say it would be good if it wasnt a co concert.

we were kinda distracted throughout the performance coz it didnt capture our attention. so the conversation btw the 2 of the us was something like this:

“我肚子饿”
“我喉咙痛”
“我肚子饿”
“我喉咙痛”
“肚子饿”
“喉咙痛”
“肚子饿”
“喉咙痛”
“饿”
“痛”
“饿”
“痛”

haha. and the other half of time we were like 'hey, tat double bass guy look like terence..' 'hey tat erhu guy look like aikboon..' 'hey tat suona guy looks like..' very distracted lah. wat i can say. but this erhu solo guy called li hai sth is gd. it was only the time we were paying 80% attention.

then saw skw during the interval and then he was saying sth like “在这里竟然会..” to another guy when we walked past him so jasmine suggested that he was saying “在这里竟然会看到自己的学生。真倒霉! hahaha. i tot it was highly amusing for the last 3 words.

then the ending concerto we were far too distracted to listen. so we ended up spotting ppl hu were slping. and then try to curse them to wake up. haha. cheap thrills. coz we really cannot stand the violin guy hu jasmine calls 'albert einstein'. he was gd lah. but too bad he cant capture our attention.

superhost finals on now. hope leeteng will win. yeah. haha.

woa.

there are some times when u just feel like picking up a guitar, drum sticks, a piano or anything and start learning wat u can do with it.

watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP-CoQiiTAU

utterly ashamed of being able to only play a recorder.

haha.

watch tv.

several new shows coming up and some already up and i tot they are (and shd be) rather nice.

1. 愛情魔髮師

it's a new settv show by 183club and one girl from sweety. the story is abt these few hair dresser. it's more dreamy than the 王子变青蛙, more towards the style of 绿光森林. mingdao's acting as this super pro hair stylist and yu rong a hooligan.

and the show's blog.

2. 我的儿子是老大



i think the point of watching the show is for 0.6 though i think many ppl in spore dunno him. anw, he's the guy in the picture above. and the theme song of the show is called 自恋狂.

"总觉得自恋无罪 总觉得不输给谁
长对着镜子陶醉 开心的无法入睡"
the kind of sch days we are having now is called the 'mark attendance school days'. we just wake up early in the morning, dress ourselves up, reach sch and say 'hi' to each other before we can head for home. but i dun mind this kind of sch days, at least it doesnt use up my energy.

we actually knew abt the schedule for today : report, count coupons, go home.

or sth like tat. so none of us bought books or notes and prepared ourselves to go town after reporting. the day started off with chapel, disguising itself as yet another normal. and i guess the j1s were conned into thinking there's really sch today. so normal chapel then followed by this whole chunk of 'well done acjc on our success!!' announcement. then mrskeylvenachan came up and talked more abt funorama before the j1s started chanting 'holiday! holiday!' so when she finally declared tat we can hav today off, the j1s were rejoicing, leaving the j2s going 'chey~' haha. and followed by some murmurs of 'tuesday holiday~ tuesday holiday~'

then it was coupon counting time. the food stall managed to raise a total of S$3.1K. woa. we are good. but of course there are better ones like sb4 with 16k and scone with 21k. but yah, we small business ppl shall not fight with MNCs. and then PR and his class were so happened to be counting coupons right beside our tables. oh oh. and annchong actually said 'i think PR likes me. coz he smile to me today.' eeyer. i heard until all my hair stand. she is seriously hallucinating. to fight with ondine? wait long long. haha. more to be said abt this strange illness of hers later.

so we left sch for town. shopping, no, idling to be exact coz most shops werent open yet. went to bk to eat and sat for some time. then we decided to go taka shop. went to the usual places like library kino. i dun mind kino though but i think ong is sick of books. haha. wanted to actually sit down and read this cai kang yong bk before ong wanted to go.

oh. interuption. we actually saw loomingyaw in taka!! it was super farnee. coz we didnt see him at first then we were walking walking then i spotted him so i went 'hey! loomingyaw!!' to catch the attention of ron and ong. then we started acting if we werent shopping tgt and 3 of us went 3 differnt ways. hahaha. it was super farnee. the pathway was like how narrow and three of us wre like lost mice running here and there. and out of no reason loomingyaw turned around and i think he saw us. but nvm, we can shop wah. not tat we pon sch.

oh. and abt annchong's strange hallucination. so we were in the bus and she started 'i think gplow likes me. coz she kept calling me last wk.' hahaha. wat is tat? the thing is dun believe her coz she had once said sHo likes her, once tat PR and now gplow. sooner or later (or maybe she said before but i forgot ) tat TTT likes her. sigh. but one farnee thing though. she said tat there was one time when gplow called her and at tat time she was super high so she picked up the call with 'hi sexy~' and gplow went 'hello?' hahaha. annchong and her crap.

oh. i saw this super nice neoprint machine in cine which ong claimed 'i took tat 3 times already..' okay lah. i noe it's been a long time since i last took neoprint. out-dated already. but i thought the machine was super cute lah. but need 10bucks. we only had 4 ppl then, and ron didnt wan to take, leaving us 3 ppl, we had to pay $3.30 for the neoprint. how ex.

oh. and jasmine and me were sitting at the bleachers when we went out to slack the day before. then sHo came to us and said sth like 'come and play leh. 5 dollars only.' and so suddenly thought of annchong (see, no matter where we are, doing wat, we think of u. are u touched?) and the chalet incident. coz dunno hu went to ask sHo hu he drive with his car and unclejianwei went 'drive annchong loh.' hahahaha. we nv got to the bottom of this matter but watever it is, it's super farnee.

so im back at home. gonna bathe soon to mug for econs essay test tml. urgh. the test really mood-spoiller. it juz keeps bugging me abt how little i noe abt the national income accounting chapter and how i shdnt slack and do sth abt it immediately. and the big chem s test this coming wed. better not flunk or i'll be out. haiz.

must persevere. coz more interesting stuff are just coming up this thu-sun. ren~

sth from wanbao.

研究显示样子相似的男女会彼此吸引,

也许人类真的很自恋。

rama no more.

i think it's kinda easy to guess wat's this post abt. intense preparation started on fri. the day when they took out all the chairs from the hall and j1s had to sit on the floor.
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annchong was commenting like 'this kind of photo also wan to take.' i like cannot izzit? haha.

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and then we went for our mass hair cutting session at a certain not bad salon in spore. the interesting thing abt the trip was the hair stylists. mine looked like terence (ie like a pooh bear, heh paiseh) and talked very softly. then jasmine's reminded me of andy (one of the mediacorp famous hair stylist) and ong's was haha. okay, the point is we tot he was lady. very mean hor. sorry.

and then we went on to make our shepherd's pie.
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this is how it is w/o the mass potatoes.

so we made..
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and made..
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and made..
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and made..
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and kept..
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wah. took us so long to finish all of them.

and our product..
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it isnt so nice coz we used cheddar cheese to try. on the day we used mozzarella cheese.

and our baked rice.
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nice hor?

gplow's auntie helped us a lot. thanx!! (:

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a picture taken when jasmine and me went out to slack.

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and mskeylvenachan was dunk. $2.5k was raised. tat's 250coupons!!

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and jasmine and me each bought an ac bear. i was telling her wat ppl get wat bear. coz my bear the eyes very small and her like goldfish eyes. hahaha. my one nicer~ my one nicer~

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my bear!!

and we went round the sch looking at stuff. there's this rocket shooting game by sHo (first time i see ppl taking it as a game) and there's actually 4 haunted hses!! and i think the queue was the longest for scone's. but chong said it was not scary at all. and of course scone's cafe every yr. we juz went in to listen to the music and went out. heh. then we went to the hub and ate 2sb7's jumbo sausage and it was super nice!! wanted to try PR's class ramily burger but the queue was too long so i didnt bother. the hall was quite boring lah. it's the mall but i think business was quite bad that they had to give the coconuts, pineapples and bread for free in the end. and the cakes and make-a-bears at half price. yah. and we went to disturb and bought a bear from unclejianwei. and went round disturbing other ppl hu were selling. haha.

oh. and i saw lindachang at funorama!! was quite shocked tat she came. anw, her daugther is in 2sdsth.

it rained at abt 4plus yesterday and so business was brought to the indoors like the canteen hub LTs and hall. so we were quite lucky. our food stall was in the canteen. and we sold every thing. yay!!

in btw i saw kaihui, juliana, mel low and ying. and some others hu i shall not mention. haha.

then we stayed back a while to help as coolies to help the teachers carry all the can food and unsold food down to the barber's and the pw rm. and we saw our gpfs. wow. i miss my gpf!! haha.


juz realised yesterday tat the superhost finals is on 26feb!! i'm not going to be at home on tat day!! how to watch. haiz. hope yunying or leeteng will win. heh.


Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

funorama.

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can u belive it? it's only one day away from funorama. i finally understood why everyone lurves funorama, coz u juz lurve it!! haha. the whole sch is juz practically spending our sch time on funorma. banner painting, stalls preparations and coupon selling, no one is studying. LTs are all empty, classrms are filled with banners. and i heard from my fren tat so little ppl were in sch for pe that they spent their pe time moving chairs and tables. haha.

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and we came to a conclusion that the sports complex kinda looked like a resort with those palm tress and swimming pool.

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it was 7plus in the evening and ppl are still in sch.

i guess it's always the ppl preparing the funfair hu has more fun than those attending.
and juz now we actually spent some time toking to our juniors who are mostly leaving. sigh. anw, i realise they got very gd taste. they like geraldine see and adriano like me!! haha. and they also like chengguang (who i used to like before i shifted my attention to leeteng and yunying). anw, it was very fun toking to them but kinda sad knowing they gonna go. haiz.

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and we saw this on a mrt. yah right..

cao cao.

jj's releasing his new album. and i tot the new song is rather nice. it starts with '不是英雄不读三国...'

tat's why im not a hero, i cant even get past chapter1. haha.

superhost.

can u believe it, the superhosts went to ny!! arh. cant stand it. ny always get the good stuff.

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anw, laomei managed to get leeteng's autograph for me. *yay* haha. but she best lah, managed to get like 6 atuographs out of the 7 finalists.

and look at wat ShiawJou drew for my sis and her fren.



haha. cute?

v-day.

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i can say v-day was a blast yday. first we got one period off in the morning *yay* and that everythin that follows made the sch day much enjoyable. like always, there were much gift givings here and there. ron made us a really cool v-day present (thanx ron!!) and the many other gifts from the members of our class.

and since our class was so near the void deck we could actualy hear the song dedication stuff straight from the void deck. i kinda enjoyed it coz we could actually openly listen to music and mug at the same time. 1pm-2pm there was performance by our fellow teachers singing a couple of oldies like eternal flame and more than words. they sound kinda... weird (haha) but it was fun nevertheless.

i liked the festive feel throughout the college. but of course with every good thing, there are some things that maybe i didnt like abt which of course shall not be discussed here. haha. i shall juz say too bad.
Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know.

wo ai ni.

我爱你
s.h.e
encore
geoman villalon from sweetbox 姚若龙

从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你


a very direct yet touching song from S.H.E (:

tml's v-day.

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we are officially counting down to funorama and nobody seems to care abt the huge academic workload we are facing. yay!! i juz lurve this sch!!

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and the class to support is for course sb5!! yay!!!

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can u believe that this is a doughnut? it's suepr cute!! haha. ron treated us to this.

colours with numbers.

actually wanted to blog about this million years ago. coz i wanted to noe if there's ppl out there hu's like me. it's like everytime u show me a number or sometimes a word i actually (in my mind) has colours associated with each number or letter. and the colour goes with me even when memorising stuff like dates and words.

it's something like this:

0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

the colours associated with letters are not as clear.

so if i have to memorise a date like 1988, automatically the date feels very purple to me and yet there's some brown and some black to it. so the nxt time i recall i actually think of the colours before the numbers.

so is it me or everyone is like this?
yup. yet another photo entry.

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these 2 women very heow leh. keep taking photos. somemore with my phone.

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wanted to take a photo of sch coz i really think it looks like an old hospital. and eeyer, annchong wanna pose for it.

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haiz. im really very dark.

the following is our adventure in ntu. haha.

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so we were really given a day off from sch to sell funorama tix. and our assigned institution is ntu.

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and tada. we arrived at canteen A. and we were practically slacking at first coz the canteen food is very cheap and that the trip alone to ntu was tiring enough.

chong and ong started selling in canteen A but i tot there were too many ppl there to fight with us for business so we went over to nie. and chong didnt wan to go over coz she says the ppl in nie will be more ngeow coz they are starting to get pay already. haha.

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their walkway damn spacious. look how tall is the celling.

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and so we targetted the ppl n the canteen.

2 of us mangaed to sell a grand total of 3 tickets. haha. one from a pe teacher hu i guess should be an ex-acsian. and he was sabo-ed by his friends. then one guy hu tot it was quite poor thing that we got rejected by another ex-acsian. and one woman hu has a daughter or niece in ****.

and on our back we found some interesting stuff.

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anw, the black thing says 'lecture in progress'. i guess it's gonna light up when lecture starts. haha. it's kinda weird.

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and this sign is placed at the water cooler. they should also put one in ****. haha. coz i noe too many ppl hu filled their water bottle with the 95degrees water without knowing.

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and then we went out for dinner. frank didnt wan to take neoprints so we took photos in front of the neoprint shop. haha. and i think my hair is really getting way too long.

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these are random photos. i tot the bowl and the strawberries and the grapes looked quite nice together.

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this is actually the small folder for ur tix u will get when u buy tix from sistic. and i tot it was quite creative. anw the words there says 'Losing your voice screaming for your idol: priceless'
You scored as Philosophy. You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.

Mathematics

92%

Philosophy

92%

Sociology

83%

Art

83%

Anthropology

83%

Chemistry

83%

Journalism

75%

Engineering

75%

Psychology

67%

English

67%

Dance

67%

Theater

42%

Biology

42%

Linguistics

42%

What is your Perfect Major?
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doesnt sound like a very practical major. haha.

9feb2006.

today turned out much better than i expected. day started off with a chem quiz of alkyl halides. wah. first, i forgot abt the quiz. second i didnt bother to really rmb the stuff of this topic so i was literally staring at the quiz and not knowing wat to do. i didnt even dare to look at my asnwers after i finished and handed in straight coz i really dun dare to look at wat i wrote. haha.

then lectures were like always. maths continued on the trapezium rule. physics on the rectifier and econs on MV=PT. bah. chinese was quite interesting but as how mslee puts it, 'it's an interesting lesson becoz of the interesting movie clips but...' haha. anw, we were shown clips from 英雄,我的父亲母亲,功夫 & 无间道. we were supposed to watch a short clip from 重庆森林 but i think there was no time. argh. it was like a mass comm crash course in chinese. and not bad out of 5 i watched 3 before and jasmine watched one. was quite happy there was 无间道 coz it's no.1 on my list of best movies i've seen in my life. 英雄 is somewhere on that list too. hmm. to think of it the list is just populated with tony leung, andy lau, anthony wong and ekin cheung. haha. jasmine says her favourite actor is daniel wu becoz he looks good. haiz. kids nowadays. haha.

and then it was swim pe!! been dreading it since sch reopen but it turned out better than i expected. haha. and i really forgot how to swim. as in like how it's supposed to feel like and all. so after i went into the water i was panicking lah. then i swim like 3 strokes and i stopped coz it was very scary!! haha. but somehow i managed to get used to the water after 3 laps. and of course dear chong and jasmine who were beside me and maybe to save me when i really drown. choy choy.

went round the house to search for the little prince yesterday night. it juz suddenly came to me and i felt so much to reading it. and it's still as nice. chong and jasmine says it's boring. kids nowadays. really dunno how to appreciate arts. and it's quite a simple lit text too. haiz.

"If someone loves a flower, of which there is only one example among all the millions and millions of stars, that is enough to make him happy when he looks up at the night sky. he says to himself: 'Somewhere out there is my flower.' But if a sheep eats the flower, it's as though all the stars haven suddenly gone out!"

- The Little Prince Antoine de Saint-Exupery

P.S. they gonna show 江湖 this sunday 9pm. carn rmb wat chapter but i guess it should be not bad. watch!!

cross country.

so it was cross country day. okay. today is the cross country day. and yup. my 6th time running. hah. as compared to the other 2 poor sister gang member running for their first time. so the day started normally. except that there was a cool announcement abt the IEEE quiz (wanna join?). so the day proceeded. feliciatan gave a scolding becoz we were kinda naughty. haha. i dunno. chem lecture was like a choo choo train, maths was still as boring and guess wat, we ponned physics lect again. the reason, u noe i noe everyone noe. so we spent the whole period in library. ong couldnt stand the cold and i was searchig for nice tb to browse. gp was video time. this video was abt violence but i guess only ron and me were paying attention to it and so gplow decided to just dismiss the class at 1230.

and then we left for macrichite. the bus was packed and we really couldnt breathe throughout the journey. ran with the basketballers and jasmine and ong were disguising as one too. the run was okay. shorter than i expected (means that my stamina has improved. yay!!) and took like 3.5cups of milo. i was thirsty. really. haha. i'm 98th, ong 106th and jasmine 170plus-th. but i guess all of us did better than we expected of ourselves.

and.... ong did a really cool thing today. she decided to confront PR (u-noe-hu). haha. so she was like 'PR, i'm a fan of ur blog.' and PR was like 'wat blog? wat blog?' haha. nevermind. u noe i noe we noe. but i bet we kept him thinking for some time.

went home on 157 with jasmine and tok to her abt some serious stuff. i'm good yeah? coz im smart. hahaha.

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for some time i have been thinking why did i lost interest in something that i was passionate about for so long. to be exact 2.5yrs. i could just ignore breakfast lunch dinner, forget wat my limit and what was my priority and maybe caused my horrible grades. i loved it so much. and i cant believe that now i lost like 75% interest in it. and i think i found the answer. quoting from a blog:

"I stopped running for many many years because I didn't want to anymore. Call it running fatigue. A true passion I feel, doesn't experience fatigue. So that's where I am, on this topic of running. I don't want it to have to be about winning, to be about the best.

The problem is, there is a part of me that wants to win, and wants to be the best and ironically, it was shaped by all this running. The rest of me, shuns this part of me because it's the part of me that used to make me throw up before competitions, that made me cry when I didn't win, or when I hit the hurdle, tripped and fell, when I didn't clock a respectable time. So, most of me, doesn't like me.

And now, there is a battle of wills going on. The competitive side is struggling to show its stuff, to show off, to break away from the pack and win the run by minutes. The other side of me just wishes that there was a reason I could come up with to not run and say, maybe walk the entire thing."
作词:林慧思作曲:光良

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心是靠在谁的身边

是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿


did i say this before? but i had a sec2 classmate who was a big fan of wu yin liang pin. they were great. just that they are separated now. nice lyrics here.

twenty two.

陶喆-二十二
词:陶喆娃娃曲:陶喆

春天是他最爱的季节
当微风随意吹乱他的头发
他并不在意身边世界的吵杂
只想著自己生命中的变化
还有十五分钟才午休
从早到晚没有想像中那么好过
安定的日子不一定就是幸福
忘不掉他在心里做过的梦
他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二
刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界
却发现许多烦恼要面对
oh yeah
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他就像一朵蓓蕾满怀希望
秋天是忽然间就来临
青春虽然有本钱可以洒脱
一场恋爱二十二个月就结束
才知道有些感情不值得赌
九月天气还是有点热
他想公车再不来就走一走路
他开始明白等待未必有结果
一个人也能走上梦的旅途
他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二
刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界
却发现许多烦恼要面对
oh yeah
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他一直满怀希望
人生偶尔会走上一条陌路
像是没有指标的地图
别让他们说你该知足
只有你知道什么是你的幸福
他常会想望能回到那年他一十二
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁
他笑著想过未来
oh 他应该得到幸福
如此的简单的梦
有没有实现

i'm broke.

时过境迁 is how many ?
僧多 so.. 尼姑少

haiz. i'm broke.
Yishu is conscious of existence, meaning, purpose, potential and destiny of humankind, people, and self. Yishu is motivated by a self-felt, self-accepted calling to the cause of good, growth, and gain in the lives of others. Influential communication of ideas is a primary way of achieving those objectives. Perception and thinking tend to be holistic and conceptual; i.e., seeing the big picture. It is important to see which of the other traits are interactive with this trait because there can be many interesting combinations. This is a major trait in cultural, intellectual, academic, and creative activities. It includes ideas, concepts, theory, ethics, and values.

Yishu prefers and needs change and variety. Change is motivating, stimulating, and energizing. Yishu looks for new options, challenges, assignments, acquaintances, relationships, and even new careers in new places. Yishu tires of sameness, repetition, and routine even in activities that were interesting at the start. Once things become routine for Yishu, this becomes a motivation to move on to more interesting things.

Yishu's preferences and motivations are derived from understanding the deeper or 'real' meaning of ideas and words and uses them effectively in written or oral communication. Literary in this factor means intentional search for ideas expressed by the minds of others for one's own use, assimilation, learning, etc. The source can be books, other publications, historical documents, research information, drama, movies, television, the "information highway" or internet, etc. Emphasis is on communication: picking up information from minds of others or communication aimed toward the minds of others. Journalism and writing are major activities. Literary activity is not exclusively intellectual, academic, or cultural. It may be an end in itself as in a bookworm for instance. And literary activity is not always accompanied by communicative activity, written or oral. On the other hand, communicative activity need not be literary in the classic sense.

Yishu's motivations are heightened significantly by persuasive, gregarious, auditory-musical, visual-artistic, and communicative traits to entertain others with intent to convince them toward a particular idea, viewpoint, direction, objective, or product. In this motivational context, entertainment is more than pleasing people. It has promotional and marketing objectives. Some preferred activities include: marketing, sales, public relations, television commercials, lobbying, political campaigns, promotional consulting, sports announcing, etc. Motivations may also be driven at the prospect of efforts to get ahead in various areas of entertainment and/or acting, i.e., to advance one's own career. Persuasion is the primary preferred trait. A high level of motivation exists because there is an element of risk involved where the effort has a goal tied to the end of the act.

Given the option to participate where an aptitude for manual labor or basic labor activities is required Yishu's preferences for participation is moderate. This type of activity involves easily used craft tools, repetitious activity, recognizable detail, outdoor physical exposure, and minor problem solving. It is most often a helper position that can be handled with minimum skill, training, instruction, or supervision. Please note the word "aptitude" which means ability to do something, with no mention or inference about whether the person wants to do it or gains satisfaction from it. It is, therefore, necessary to see other traits to determine if Yishu has supportive motivational levels for such work to be satisfying on a steady basis.

"Synthesize: putting two or more things together to form a whole; the combination of separate elements of thought into a whole; the operation by which divided parts are united" (Webster). Yishu is motivated by seeing the big picture so much so that (s)he, attempts to see all parts of the picture in that larger context, then sees all parts relative to each other, but still within that larger context. Perception and thinking are therefore holistic and conceptual. Philosophical and intuitive processes are involved. Scientific, managerial, and/or literary preferences may also be involved. Other mental factors in this section are subordinate, secondary, or complementary to this primary motivational attribute. This is an overview and scanning activity that includes ideas, concepts, theory, fiction, hypothesis and assessment.

Yishu is strongly motivated to apply thinking to the big picture through holistic ideas, concepts, options, and strategies. This does not mean, suggest, or imply that thinking is kept only in a holistic context but it does mean that the first and constant priority or preference for consideration and focus are on the big picture. (Example: Yishu more likely prefers to be an executive rather than a manager, and more inclined to be a manager rather than a supervisor.) Considering how pieces of the picture are brought in to the big picture stimulates motivation for the activity.

Yishu prefers to consider math extending more toward theory, abstract concepts, experimental applications, etc. Because of the moderate motivational level for this theoretical activity, it is not likely that it would be satisfying as a primary vocation or have too heavy an emphasis. However, it remains a valuable asset that extends normal capability beyond usual activities.

Yishu is highly motivated to consider creative writing and communicating at professional levels. Preferences are holistic, conceptual, imaginative, and creative. "Ideas trigger more ideas" can probably be said about Yishu. High motivational levels for this worker trait indicate an interactive combination of literary and philosophical traits. As Dean W. R. Inge said, "Literature flourishes best when it is half a trade and half an art." That probably makes a great deal of sense to Yishu. Motivation at this level indicate preferences that probably include writing fiction, poetry, scripts for movies or television, advertising copy, marketing copy, teaching creative writing, etc.

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cabinet.

http://www.cabinet.gov.sg/

rather interesting website. only knew abt it today. haha. anw, i was trying to see hu's the chairman of MAS since we started discussing abt it during lunch some day ago. (maybe we are a little too bored or maybe the yong tau fu queue was too long)
inotstupid

yup. finally went to watch i not stupid too. there is less surprises, and somehow the plot doesnt fit well. maybe this happens to all sequels. but thank goodness there's a better looking cast to make up for it. haha.

monday's test.

rather interesting. go do.

http://www.risingstarkaraoke.com/monday_test.html
haven been blogging lately coz my screen is spoilt!! argh. now i'm using my new cpu with my old screen. gonna call packard bell on monday.

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where's the screen?

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on the floor.

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my old screen. definitely not a LCD. and yesh, that's westlife there. ong are u proud of me?

and some old photos.

shepard pie making session.
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the art work of frank and me coz we really didnt haven enough cheese.

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homemade mashed potatoes

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that's beef there u see.

and of course the lazy and crazy tgif.
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a mango bag made of paper. jasmine and chong are too bored.

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so what's with the nail pen craze?

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ong is polluting my mind.

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train pictures are cool.

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aiyoh. hu's hand so beautiful and colourful?