run run run.

this morning i managed to wake up even without an alarm clock. a symptom of me being too stressed up. i wake up without alarms on the first day of exams, first day of work and first day of school.

but this time round because ive ignored too many things for too long. and all the deadlines are suddenly all coming up.

and of course THAT thing. when can i pull out? all the red tape, bureaucracy and dealing with seniors are stressing me real out. i might have to sacrifice this weekend for something i could have withdrawn from long ago. nowadays im only looking forward to film school because the rest will all be in studios and i can momentarily forget abt all the shit and concentrate on a much simpler and enjoyable thing. even going to timbre cant bring my mind off it. damn. when is it going to end?

on the other note shumin (haha. surprisingly she can remember me. i suspect she's been secretly reading my blog. hahahaha.) showed us madonna's drowned world tour 2001. and we sort of analysed how it was edited, what msg it was giving. when i tot of mrchildren's 旅立ちの唄. my favourite live performance. [along side with eason's 浮誇 in get a life 2003] eh. it doesnt really send any msg across leh. why. haha. er. CU of sakurai's face to show that.. he is perspiring. hahaha. sorry.