regret.
Monday, August 18, 2008 by yish
米良美一 - もののけ姫
i've been telling myself once and again to never befriend the bitter 'R' word. and once and again i've fallen to it. hai hai hai.
when visiting clementi bookstore instead of finding the ccKO signals textbook, i fajian-ly went to look at the wonderful textbooks situated at the EE 2 bottom shelves because the mech engin shelves have ran out of space. when i was supposed to watch makioka sisters, i fj-ly started to surf into websites which i should not because there is nth i can do but to waste time. when i was out in library, i would fj-ly go to the RBR corner and find the John David Anderson textbook. and now im even thinking of selling my old textbooks so that i will have some money to buy THE textbook.
and the pain comes each time i try to explain to people. and more when people probe on. not that i am unhappy that someone ask. but because i can never give a reasonable answer as to why i chose this way.
hai. once and again im reminded of it and yet i have promised myself that that will be my only chance and to never think abt it again. not that i am really sian now. i love all the probability and c++ lessons and have nth to complain abt. i am anticipating my AI module to come. i even enjoy som which i tot i will not(i think watching nodame sort of make me appreciate music more).
this kind of remind me of the phrase from 'and i hate you so': 遺憾美。 maybe there is really sth very beautiful behind each thing u lost or have chosen to let go.
till now i feel like i've parted with something so beautiful and will need another 6months to forget all these.
so while i am still in the mood, a lousy joke.
two wrongs do not make a right,
but two wrights do make an aeroplane.
hahahahha. sorry.
i've been telling myself once and again to never befriend the bitter 'R' word. and once and again i've fallen to it. hai hai hai.
when visiting clementi bookstore instead of finding the ccKO signals textbook, i fajian-ly went to look at the wonderful textbooks situated at the EE 2 bottom shelves because the mech engin shelves have ran out of space. when i was supposed to watch makioka sisters, i fj-ly started to surf into websites which i should not because there is nth i can do but to waste time. when i was out in library, i would fj-ly go to the RBR corner and find the John David Anderson textbook. and now im even thinking of selling my old textbooks so that i will have some money to buy THE textbook.
and the pain comes each time i try to explain to people. and more when people probe on. not that i am unhappy that someone ask. but because i can never give a reasonable answer as to why i chose this way.
hai. once and again im reminded of it and yet i have promised myself that that will be my only chance and to never think abt it again. not that i am really sian now. i love all the probability and c++ lessons and have nth to complain abt. i am anticipating my AI module to come. i even enjoy som which i tot i will not(i think watching nodame sort of make me appreciate music more).
this kind of remind me of the phrase from 'and i hate you so': 遺憾美。 maybe there is really sth very beautiful behind each thing u lost or have chosen to let go.
till now i feel like i've parted with something so beautiful and will need another 6months to forget all these.
so while i am still in the mood, a lousy joke.
two wrongs do not make a right,
but two wrights do make an aeroplane.
hahahahha. sorry.