hiroi sekai.

finally. finally it's all over. this time round i dont feel as bad as last sem because i think i tried to put in some effort as compared to last sem when i was so sick of mugging i just gave up mugging. this time round i tot that maybe i shd just mug until i go crazy for that one wk. because after that im gonna play for 3 whole mths. and also the CAP requirement that i need to fulfill is giving quite a lot of pressure to perform.

got a call from the aero people. for an interview. but i was having my math paper. okay. this time round i seriously have a question for them. u know like how they always like to ask u to ask them some questions at the end of an interview. yes. will i get exemptions for all the modules i've done so far. hais.

and now i think of it. it's really getting very late. if im ever gonna accept the offer. then who do i go to ask to be my roommate? i need a roommate seriously. and that's provided they decide to take me in.

and it's 10 days away from choosing our path if im staying. almost decided ISE->CE->EE. top 3 choices. hope it's a good choice la.

omg. my sis grind her teeth when she sleeps. and it sounds like scratching your nails on the blackboard. all my hairs are standing.

talking about si bei sian. the JS paper is seriously si bei sian. first our report was graded C. the paper. i tell u. last sem after math i was quire devastated cos i knew i could do more. the JS paper is truly si bei sian. u study also no use. it's just luck that u get the correct answer.

okay. holidays starts tmr. and since i've yet to get myself a job. then i guess i shd use this hols to improve myself.

brush up on the langauges i've yet to master.
maybe go learn dance.
finish reading natsume soseki's 'i'm a cat' and 'kokoro'.
read finish the adobe premiere book.
watch more films.
write my script.
teach tuition. help me find lobang please. eh. i teach math physics chem. oh econs also can. im econs major leh. haha. sec sch and above, preferably jc. driven and hard working kid. thanks. motivated to score more As than laoniang. i'll make sure u can. hahahahaha.
if i still got time. learn flash with programming. haha. (i didnt know flash can do programming.)
learn more programming stuff.
shop till i drop.
and to continuous look out for lobang. im a poor college student.
and of course to talkcocksingsongplaymahjong with everybody else!!
oh. and the 3 camps coming up. most likely not going for engin camp already. so okays. left 2 camps. and matric fair coming. hai.


and these few days been watching healinghands3. wah. it's so nice!! hahahahaha. as in i like the interactions btw everyone. it's super seldom i will like a show that i like everyone. yesh. everyone. including angus. including the nurse who like chris (hahahahahaha. he's so funny with anson).

so. HH3, last friends and 星光3. and my 3 months break.


small note.

there is this one line that i can remember very clearly from the JS reading.
"Psychologically speaking (I'll wheel out the amateur psychology just this once, so bear with me), encounters that call up strong physical disgust or revulsion are often in fact of projections of our own faults and weaknesses." (Underground, Murakami Haruki)

i sort of thought of this when i was in sec sch. that we all hate people who are too like ourselves. at least in the area where u dislike yourself for. but soon after that i just kept it down at the back of my head and then forgot about what i said. haha. maybe till now. it's a good idea to make a film about.

but i think im equally interested in people who bares strong resemblence to the side of me that i dislike. as in. i like to look at people when they are extremely impatient. or to look at quiet people when they are in an unfamiliar place. sometimes i really dislike myself for all these. but i like to see how people react when they are so irritating like me. haha. of course i'll curse under my breathe sometimes when i see them (hahahahahaha. 'u stupid woman. so impatient for what. cut my queue.') but i'll keep peeping at how they deal with stuff in that situation.

seriously i hate those sarariman in the morning when they are rushing for work. as in. first they like to squeeze into trains. the space how small also want to squeeze. i think they think it's free slim wrap or something like that. and they want to dash across the road during the red man when obviously the green man is going to come on soon. and their breathes are si bei smelly. and they like to use their newspaper to poke me. speaking loudly on handphones with bad english. sms-ing at the speed of tortoise. put on more lipstick and concealer when obviously their make-up are so thick. and some i think they put so much foundation it is cracking. i really hate taking public transport during peak hours. got once me and felicia wanted to do this 'revenge on the working adults' after our CBD work ended. like running around in comfortable shorts and to steal their table-choping-tissuepapers. maybe we should try it during the 3mths break. and to film it down. yayyyy. every morning i will think 'what are they rushing for?' the same line that totto-chan and the little prince asked before. what the heck are they rushing for? they are late? i doubt. i just saw them taking their own sweet time queuing for TODAY newspaper. then what's the rush? sometimes i see them do really dangerous stuff when rushing. what's more impt? ur life or ur rushing? do u know what u are looking for in life? have u lost all your dreams? what are you working towards? what's your aim in life? if u have no aim, what's the rush?

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