the world locked itself up and threw the key away.

the ipod hates me. it hates me that it doesnt eject at all and so now i cant transport anything to this laptop. so i also dont know what to do now. and like the ipod, i think the people around me,have also given up on me. or at least i think i must have did something wrong. recently replies from sms are mostly a 1-word reply or maybe one sentence comprising of only nouns. and it seems like i have done a lot of stuff these 2 weeks but i have not contacted the world within these 2 weeks.like a total cut off the world out there.

these 2 weeks were mostly spent shooting. 2 shorts now. but for the 2 weeks im like seeing the same people only. havent gotten any sms recently other than those that is like 'are you free on when when when?' or 'do u want to what what what?' which is like mostly a 1 or 2 msg kind of msg with the role of informing things only.

is it that the world is too busy out there?

went out almost everyday ever since school ended. and i guess to pursue everything that i want for this holidays other than the 'pack up my room' part which got even messier after hols started. like making films, start reading my 'japanese for busy people' and to find people to talk cock sing song play mahjong. and also to get more college clothes.

one more shooting tmr. ultra short one. scriptwriting competition this fri. thanks yueyun!! hahaha.

and talking abt yueyun. haha. it's like u noe some kind of miracle. considering im kind of closed up for these 2wks. someone called me. woo.it's a miracle!! haha. u noe sometimes people like to complain and discuss abt their handphone bills. but i dunno what to tell them. cos i think it's quite unbelievable, but at this generation, at this time. there are still people like me who seldom exceed their phone bills and uses an an average of 200 sms a month.

haha.

and it's like how everyone seem to be going overseas this hols, me and my sis spent those days when we are free to get some jap food or hongkong food cos we cant go. haha.like how deprived right. haha.

i think if there's some shorts competition that has themes like urban isolation i think i can just write my own story. try and find other country food cos cant go overseas. go kino to bluff ourselves that we are in japan. sms 200 times a month only. take long shots. no dialogues. and have an ah beng squat by the road side to scold vulgarities. urban isolation.hur hur.

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