sTh To PoNdEr..
Friday, August 20, 2004 by yish
got from heidigly's combined blog..
i find smiles are fake. i finally know why chinese is so close to heart.was reading some chinese stuff and it talks about how everyone wears a mask,so much so that you and the people around you forget your ownself.everyone is constantly moving about in between a virtual world and a real one.one day,even yourself will be confused with which worlds are you in.when you try to peel off your mask and start figuring things out,that's when all the pains set in cos you'll realise most of the time you're not real,even to your family memebers (that's the saddest part i felt) cos you're just showing them your mask.for people who never knew there exists a virtual world,they seem happy.but isnt it just an irony in life? that's when i begin to ask myself,what's the point of living when everyone including yourself is fake?isnt everyone living in self-deception?it's sooo sad that we have to act for our entire life.
i hate this but i cant change.. i hate myself..
i find smiles are fake. i finally know why chinese is so close to heart.was reading some chinese stuff and it talks about how everyone wears a mask,so much so that you and the people around you forget your ownself.everyone is constantly moving about in between a virtual world and a real one.one day,even yourself will be confused with which worlds are you in.when you try to peel off your mask and start figuring things out,that's when all the pains set in cos you'll realise most of the time you're not real,even to your family memebers (that's the saddest part i felt) cos you're just showing them your mask.for people who never knew there exists a virtual world,they seem happy.but isnt it just an irony in life? that's when i begin to ask myself,what's the point of living when everyone including yourself is fake?isnt everyone living in self-deception?it's sooo sad that we have to act for our entire life.
i hate this but i cant change.. i hate myself..