疯狂世界(五月天)

如果说了后悔
是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美
活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界
总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解
也不想了解

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回

想了你一整夜
再也想不起你的脸
你是一种感觉
写在夏夜晚风里面
青春是挽不回的水
转眼消失在指间
用力的浪费
再用力的后悔

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了
我也别将我挽回

"When we try to pick out anything by itself we find that it is bound fast by a thousand invisible cords that cannot be broken, to everything in the universe." John Muir.

[p.s. hu's mr han n mr ying? haha.. juz realised most ny girls hav this funny habit of callin teachers by de name only (was thinkin i was de only one doin tat..) haha.. n ny got this new phy teacher i heard.. cool.. maybe i shall ask rashidah or xiao zheng zheng of my great plan..]

n another big thing i juz realised today.. sandraT was from acjc!! shit.. my english level is like level 1 n level 10 to hers.. urgh.. to think tat we went thru de old yr bks yday to find chia hee lee.. maybe we shall try de 1986 yrbk again to find sandraT..

oh my.. this is like my 5th entry today [includin de 2pics.. yup.. courtesy of ying2.. dun say i steal ur photo..] but i hav to write this entry coz juz went to this blog which i haven visit for like half a yr? haha.. it was so funny.. haha.. sorry though i noe u are writin with ur heart.. heh. but couldnt help burstin out in laughter..

okie.. wat's so funny is her infatuation with drawer mouth.. yup.. TAT drawer mouth.. rmb anot? n guess wat.. deline said de exact same thing to de sec3'05 as wat she said to us last yr.. 'i care n so does mr kuo!' [oh.. my hairs are standin..] haha.. maybe we de sec4 cant appreciate these stuffs but i bet de sec3 did.. ohh~~

haha.. i cant help laughin.. it's juz damn funny.. abt obs.. abt sch life n all de interestin ppl hu i juz tok abt this mornin.. like tok.. [heard he has a nice fringe now? tsk tsk] da mian yang [haha..] MM [oh my..] n every other weird ppl u can find in ny.. oh.. n also adrian.. haha..

yup.. she's much more over drawer mouth than me over lao sai.. haha.. damn farni.. but why drawer mouth? hmm.. actually i miss his cursin n swearin n every other things tat always makes sense.. N his gd fren gary.. [...]

sigh.. today's ny day for me.. kept thinkin abt ny..

looooong wkend this wk.. argh.. so much hw.. as if i hav all de 美国时间 in this world.. i hav beta things to do i tell u.. argh~

yo yo yo.. it's my bday.. 

yup.. tat's dat sch.. 

didnt went back to ny today coz everybody busy i guess.. aiyah.. so sianz.. went home straight after chem test.. got a really lousy grade n really really dun understand these topics like how i dun get de gist of redox.. urgh.. ): catch no ball..

juz saw 'jian jian dan dan''s mv by jj.. haha.. jj look so cute~ with his chubby cheeks.. he really got a lot of baby fat on his face.. but he also damn strange in de mv lah.. like this girl so much taller n wilder than him..

falala.. sch's not so unbearable nowadayz.. n realised i have a whole lot of chances to see colour tv.. not bad lah.. haha.. :)

in sch bloggin again.. haha.. oh yah.. this mornin aileen reminded me of alex teo n ron tok.. haha.. de funny stuffs abt ny.. goin back today.. yipee!! haha.. can see 401 n xiao zheng zheng!! haha.. n ms rashidah.. though a bit dun dare to see them lah.. coz all my classmates are now in rj, hci or nj.. boo hoo hoo.. yup.. wanna go back see mr kuo n maybe check out whether da mian yang n alex teo n ron tok around.. although neber taught by them [i shall deny tat i've been taught by da mian yang] but haha.. wanna see lah.. miss ny a lot.. n yesh.. i rmb sth.. why no one ask me to go back n make de longest popiah in de world!? haha.. neber ask me lah.. haha..

btw.. i got this great plan comin.. haha.. must go back to ny after this 2yrs.. haha.. understand?

juz cut my hair.. so ugly~ haiz.. rather short.. actually i dun wan this short one.. dunno why de person cut until like tat.. really need to be more gu niang now.. with tat stupid hair.. haiz..

n had 15min of depression today.. haha.. sad life..

n tml still got chem class test.. sigh..

haha.. check out de friendster horoscope..

If you haven't already got the tickets in your hand, you should know that someone else is thinking about getting them for you. Oh, don't look so surprised. You've dropped plenty of hints, haven't you? [haha.. paiseh.. :P]

The Bottom Line
It's no use contemplating the 'what ifs' forever. Get moving. Take action.
In Detail
You're going out, there's no doubt about it. It might be in a limo, en route to a delightfully formal evening, complete with a five-star restaurant and tickets to the opera. Or you might be heading over to a friend's place for pizza, beer and a movie. Who knows? More importantly, who cares? You need the distraction, and your friend needs the pleasure of your company. It's an even trade.

but still.. SIGH.. i very sad now.. dunno lah.. really feel like sighin.. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.. :'( boo.. always like tat one.. bek chek.. bek chek.. urgh.. *sob* double bek chek now.. sigh..

shd hav pon sch today leh.. it's a super crap day.. not much learnt today.. then sports meet was so borin.. n ac n nj played today.. ying2 played too.. hmm.. if pon sure can go there watch lor.. then cut my super long hair also.. so hot loh.. de hair is absorbin all de heat.. n temp has risen to 34degree.. so hot~~

still thinkin wat other cca i shd join.. coz either scared de snrs not nice or no money to buy de stuffs needed for de cca.. bleah. see first lah..

this guy draws damn well..

http://www.wretch.cc/album/onlytakeshi

yday we had a class gatherin to east coast.. haha.. though a bit crap n tat we did nth.. but it was still quite fun.. arh.. i miss 4/1 a lot.. haha.. but quite a lot of ppl didnt turn up yday.. n we end up eatin junks n starin at couples in de water..

urgh.. tml must hand i PI n i haven even tot of which qn i wanna do.. so crap.. i hate pw.. to de core.. even more than de hatred i hav for gp..

我爱看海

我爱飚车的感觉

我爱篮球

因为我爱那飞翔的感觉

没有约束

就是那种风驰电掣的感觉

i love yin yue ri ji.

yi zhi dao zui hou.

李圣杰--远走高飞

爱你错了吗
为什么会受到这么多惩罚
他们说的话像针往心里扎
我心中的怕不知该怎么做才可以放下
只不过想好好的爱一次
啊 带我远走高飞
不去理会 这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪
是你让我选择沉醉繁星守侯月不能睡
只因为爱上了夜的黑
带我远走高飞
一起去追 有一个叫做幸福的世界
没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非
重新再出发能不能让这天地不再吵杂
我的心里面安静得不像话
故事的真假没有多余的力气去分辨他
只不过想好好的爱一次啊

盗

曲：林俊杰 词：林秋离/张思尔 编：

若他喜欢他就说他对
不算违规说什么惭愧
说连大法官司都不能定罪
道德嘛收到衣框
光盘机 是犯案工具
网际网路 他自由的来去
听音乐 是免费乐趣 要给钱拿证据
他以为身在暗处(其实过街老鼠)
他以为得到好处(其实叛断错误)
他以为隔空取物(就像藏龙卧虎)
原来一时糊涂
DO RE MI FA SO 还有LA CI
我定到快要昏天暗地
我相信 谁都不是故意 你叫我 怎么怎么相信天理
DO RE MI FA SO还有 LA CI
我努力走出一片天地
我绝对 掏心掏肮感激 倾听我 这一首呕心历血作口
RAP:STOP这段不是出现过在上一第这段
BREAKDOWN应该是整首歌最精彩
最期待的地方为何跟以前一样 WHY 没有错
就是这样 反正这首歌一秒钟两秒
就会被DOWNLOAD光光
盗吧 盗吧
就让创意慢慢死光光
以后买歌就像买菜市场的芭乐
每颗都一样 我现在的心情就像面包师父
心血被无情老鼠肯光 盗光 换作是你怎么想

this song is damn cool.. u must listen.. coz he put in parts of his old songs in de song.. though a bit typical jj song but well.. it's worth listenin..
btw jj's cd is sellin at 12.90bucks.. dunno why such a low price.. why not support this sporean singer.. no harm..

lost 25-32 to njc..

match ended at 430 sch ended at 430 too

so didnt manage to go support.. hope can go de wed one at least.. sch is endin so late..

better hope de hatred in me goes away soon.. urgh.. my blood boils.. de struggle for power n acceptance will forever be so powerful.. right eh? i will prove myself tat i'm worthy.. one day u will idolise me.. i'll make u.. for being so MEAN now.. [in de words of jasmine]

muahaha.. i sound like doctor evil..

btw tml got chem test n i actually understood de lecture notes.. (:

Tharman Shanmugaratnam is my new idol.. haha.. he's damn cool..

actually we shd give a suggestion too.. ACJC's sch hours are far too long!! even nj n hci have shorter sch hours than us.. with sch endin at 430 everyday except wed de cca day, we dun even hav anytime to study.. let alone give us time to explore n discover ourselves.. actually i dun think de long hrs are even needed.. though it seems to be reasonable when we look at de time table.. but even nj n hci can make it, why cant us? endin sch so late everyday is makin ppl sick too.. i'm gettin sick every 3mths now!! first time i'm gettin sick every now n then.. n i realised i hav no time to do hw!! everyday reach home at 530.. not tat i go out to shop or at.. even i nv shop.. i reach home at 530.. rest.. 630 bathe.. 700eat.. n it's already in de night.. havin to get up at 6am every mornin.. it's damn tired already.. i bet for promos we dun even hav time to slp!! gah. can shorten de sch hrs or not.. havin long hrs is juz a stupid idea.. n no one is gainin anything from it!!

sianz arh.. huiqi said she lost her will to go to sch.. haha.. so dumb lah.. i miss ny.. i miss KAP.. i miss 401.. come to think of it i actually didnt wanted to go to sch back in nanyang.. argh.. this is worse.. boo.. yup.. cannot tell ppl wat's my motivation to go to sch k? yesh.. no one in sista gang can tell hor.. actually i got some more motivation to go to sch one lah.. :P

today have stomachache AGAIN.. tat day celebrate with yueting n felicia, felicia say she went to toilet a few more times than usual.. n aileen is havin stomachache this morning.. sigh.. i bet de cake makers are poisonin our food!! n so.. ann suggested to not do PE lah.. later stomachache again.. n gah. i got make-up PE from de host of spore idol.. boo~ gonna run on fri i guess.. how can like tat.. i also not fakin.. perhaps i look too healthy to him? boo.. waitin for friday to come.. bully ppl.. we are GIRLS not de ARMY k.. :)

haha.. i juz sneezed twice.. guess someone is missin me.. haha.. go tag if u miss me lah.. :P

it was 'music of de past' maths lecture today.. coz samuel n ashley were singin all those P6 songs near de end of lecture.. like aqua songs.. barbie girl.. boom4.. mambo no.5.. really those very old songs which were popular in like yr2000.. haha..

btw..d e background music a little[okie aLOT i guess.. :P] too loud.. sorry arh.. it's only de startin tat's loud.. it's a nice song!!

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Blue
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He goes with the flow and doesn't fuss about things too seriously. Very casual and friendly and isn't too overbearingly serious and oppresive about anything, including your relationship. Of course that doesn't mean that he doesn't care but he gives you an awful lot of wiggle room and doesn't make you feel like you're going to have to stick with him forever. He's a very fun person to be around with, either as a friend or a significant other.

messenger version 7.0.0777 is finally out.. yup.. not de beta version anymore.. was lookin forward to de say when everyone will show wat they are listenin now on their comp.. it was on de 7.0.642 or sth like tat version but it was a leaked out version.. nt many ppl noe of de special things comin up in de final released msn mgr 7.0.. it's nicer now.. tat de buttons look nicer.. but sporeans are deprived of A LOT of fun things.. such as photo swap n to use dynamic pic.. all these are not available in spore.. boo~ not fair..

hehehe.. yeah.. got 4 cakes this yr.. ahha.. so scary.. one from yueting n felicia.. one from mum n dad.. one from sb5 n one from ying,aileen,sinyee.. haha.. a lot lah.. got sick of tat thing liaoz.. shd be a long time before i'll think cake is nice.. haha.. yup.. thanx for everything k! :D yup yup.. i can see de xin yi behind them.. haha.. like felicia n yueting hu went west coast since 1pm to prepare treasure hunt.. haha.. sista gang hu planned n brought cake to sch.. n ying aileen sinyee hu came at strange hr at night to celebrate bday.. THANK YOU BERI MACHI!! :D i must start plannin now for de bday of all of u!!

frenster is killin me!! why izzit loadin so slowly.. sigh.. or izzit juz my comp.. can puke blood juz by waitin for it to load.. wah.. 2plus liaoz.. n i'm still online.. my sis is like fast alseep beside me.. paiseh arh.. hee..

oh yah.. tml got nkf.. yeah.. mayday!! n EG is comin soon too.. haha.. better hope someone can pay for my taxi fee if i chase..

btw.. thanx yueting n felicia for today hor.. :D

nationals startin in 18apr.. first match with nj.. hope can rush down in time to support de team yeah.. n of course must go de first match.. nj vs ac leh.. n maybe to check out de new bball centre beside de geylang swimmin complex..

celebrated bday with felicia n yue ting.. at west coast.. haha.. did very funny things.. coz they say i like romantic so must hav romantic bday.. wah.. must hav spent a lot of time puttin all those candles on de floor to make de wordings n heart shape.. then later got treasure hunt.. haha.. n eat pao mian from seven11 n to blow those bubble kind of thing.. only more firm tat kind.. forgot wat it's called.. but quite fun lah.. feel like goin back into past like tat.. n also evry tirin too.. juz like tat lah.. :D

de chinamen in our class are damn cool.. esp de tanned one.. he has t-mac4 n nokia 7610!!! argh.. all i wan one.. so dumb.. i bet he must de coolest guy in town back in china.. hmm.. life goes on in sb5.. wat is my motivation to stay in ac? i also dunno leh.. i really dunno.. why ac? hmm..

Vanilla Cake/Chocolate Icing - Fun-loving,sassy, humorous. Not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.

The Bottom Line
A disappointment, if left to simmer, will only reach a boil. Get it out in the open.

In Detail
If it's on your mind and in your heart, it's also going to be written all over your face for the next several days -- which means that this is destined to be quite the weekend. Make your plans now, but allow for a bit of wiggle room. Things could change. You won't mind at all, though, and heaven knows your companion won't be mad, either. Surprised, maybe -- no, definitely -- and delighted, too. But not mad.

Getting you to speak your mind hasn't ever been something your friends look forward to. It's not that getting you going is a chore -- that's easy. It's getting you stopped -- like now, for example.

friendster horoscope for aries for 7apr i think.. i actually dunno wat's it's sayin!!

frenster horoscope is so fun!! haha.. esp u can see ur relationship with de other ppl!! haha.. quite a lot quite true lah..

你的白羊座

白羊座就像另两个火象星座 -- 狮子座以及人马座一样，是天生的浪漫主义者，平凡的爱无法吸引他们。就好比围坐在火堆旁烤鱼，除非那火堆是他们被困在积雪的山里3天后才拥有的火堆，除非那鱼是他们历尽千辛万苦才捕到的，否则这样的活动一点意义也没有，肯定令白羊座的人打呵欠。

然而要不断地提供白羊座伴侣刺激及乐趣似乎是不太可能的。事实上，你无须亲自提供这样的刺激，只要注意别在心理或生理上太顺从他（她）即可。也就是说，你得拥有自己的生活及兴趣，做你自己，而不是去迎合他，如此一来，他（她）就不会觉得你是全然属于他（她）的。

edison is also in initial D.. 

jay.. 

yipee~ initial D is comin out soon.. really!! after so much anticipation.. it's comin out.. arh~~~

der piao der piao der yi ge piao.. bleh.

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yue ting!! press here:

haha..

woo.. extreme.. 

oh.. i see huiqi lookin damn bored.. 

blame it on de boogie.. echorwen.. 

haha.. check out de ppl in de photo.. 

yup yup.. class postin is out already.. yeah.. i'm still a sbFIVEr.. eh.. ppl hu left are: adeline, ly, kristy, hu nan, jessica, qing yuan, juliana and aik boon i think.. still got hu arh? yup.. n now de proportion is damn bad.. 9girls to 17guys.. happy i'm still in sb5 lah.. haha.. but sch life also damn sianz now..

oh yah.. haha.. hu go n tag one arh.. abt de guy with a "-" in his name.. haha.. u poser.. haha..

n friendster is down.. so boring.. i wanna go in.. wat maintenance.. :(

this wk is so sianz.. nth happened actually.. not excitin one.. okie lah.. maybe moments of it here n there excitin but on a whole de wk is so borin..

oh yah.. juz bought a magazine like white paper bk from muji.. nice.. though huiqi seems to disagree..

still thinkin whether shd join de dance production as part of de crew.. coz really join a lot of things now liaoz.. then it's in mid june.. then scared like i end up cannot stay committed to anything.. someday go this one another day go tat one..

yeah.. juz like tat lah.. on a fri of a borin n nth to do too free wk.. nxt wk to look forward to! :)